Crazy

crazy crazy meaning the point crazy surreal communication self development community in diapers rush step walk run completely still aching pain then comes … something … and thinking thinking crazy no meaning who is reading why are they reading i write to myself they are not me do they write themselves who do they write for for what reason what is their meaning their point are they crazy longing for communication self development communication connection sense of self making sense having meaning some days it is not all a struggle some days there is a different mindset a different way of relating fake fake fake why do words seem fake why do talk disconnect years of craziness of not being seen projection and angry screams.