Daniel sticking to an agreement

posted by Milla — she=he Daniel is sticking with the agreement made in August, and sent me the following message over facebook today: . “ it’s december so here i am if you are still interested…. did we ever talk about the racist origins of the swedish welfare state? i dont remember… probably yes Sweden: [...]

Daniel & Milla. August 4, the first recording.

posted by Milla — she=he The recording below is missing the last three minutes. It took me 2-3 days figuring out how to upload a jpeg image and an mp3 file on youtube. I don’t know why the last minutes aren’t there. If anyone can support me with how to get longer mp3 recordings, between [...]

Conflict handling process between Milla and Daniel

posted by Milla, made by Daniel and Milla After 5 days of talking there’s an agreement. It will start with a skype conversation in December, and continue from then on as is, or with possible adjustments after evaluating how it’s working out for us: Conflict handling process between Milla and Daniel . we are going [...]

Conflicted (Daniel / Milla) Part 3

by Milla — she=he Receiving and sending sms’ about talking. I sent this sms yesterday: [16:10:22] Do any of these times and dates work for you? Tue 2.8, after 16. Wednesday 3.8, after 13. Thursday 4.8, after 16. Today there was some more: [16:22:23] So wanna meet somewhere in the center around 18:00? [16:27:09] Tomorrow [...]

Conflicted (Daniel / Milla) Part 2

by Milla – she=he I’m really tired emotionally and mentally. The messaging with Daniel continued today: . [10:51:15] From tomorrow im in Hki and free [10:53:28] For how long are you staying? Do you know how to set up audio-recording? [10:54:45] If u have a mic sure. Maybe a few days max a week. [11:00:05]  Could [...]

Conflicted (Daniel / Milla)

by Milla – she=he I’m low on energy. Low on motivation. Low on love. Yesterday I had a short and upsetting talk with a man. This person kept asking me about my relations and when I last ‘got laid’. It reminded me of the trap I’m stuck in and can’t get out of. In the minds [...]

Are you willing to share your network?

by Milla — she=he I sent a link to this blog post as an sms to +36704568197: Hi Daniel, I’m dealing with depression and mental health problems, my energy-level is low, and my social network is not an active/present one, I’m mostly isolating myself from the world and people, staying indoors in a small room, [...]

Triggering sentence

by Milla — she=he Note: I’m writing this blog post drunk. Kind of thinking about why I have this big amount of misery in my life and how my understanding of things is so mismatched with others. Example of a sentence that triggers these questions: “i have tons of ppl around me who i can [...]

Two persons chatting, part 2

by Milla — she=he Today’s song: Make your own kind of music – Mama Cass Elliot   This is a continuation of this talk: http://sosiaalikeskus.wordpress.com/2011/02/04/feelings-and-needs-while-in-situation-waiting/ Daniel and i are talking about how we’re feeling about talking, and trying to reach some agreement on how and when to talk with one another. The sum-up would maybe [...]

Feelings and needs while in “Situation Waiting”

by Milla — she=he Being fragile. Vigilant. Posting to feel better. Safe in knowing that I’m with my own reality. And I’m not minimizing anything of what has happened. I’m important in my own life. My needs matter. I’m worth love. Like big sadness there. Frowning forehead. And eyes on the verge of tearing up. [...]