by Milla — she=he I’m taking small improving steps, and asking for help is one of those steps i would like to learn to take with ease. Today i requested an empathy chat on NVC Link (skype). I got to speak with Chris for some hours and we practiced a role-play. I’m probably having a [...]
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by Milla – she=he I’m really tired emotionally and mentally. The messaging with Daniel continued today: . [10:51:15] From tomorrow im in Hki and free [10:53:28] For how long are you staying? Do you know how to set up audio-recording? [10:54:45] If u have a mic sure. Maybe a few days max a week. [11:00:05] Could [...]
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by Milla – she=he I’m low on energy. Low on motivation. Low on love. Yesterday I had a short and upsetting talk with a man. This person kept asking me about my relations and when I last ‘got laid’. It reminded me of the trap I’m stuck in and can’t get out of. In the minds [...]
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posted by Milla — she=he, written by Hilde Click here to read the previous writing in this exchange. . Subject: Further clarification . Hi Milla, Milla wrote: All i hear when you mention fun and effectiveness is that you’ve spent time in relation to me and that that apparently wasn’t fun for you. Hilde: Yes. [...]
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by Milla — she=he Yesterday I participated in a tele-conference with about 20 persons. I was there mostly as someone listening in, trying to understand what the intent and the purpose was of the people involved in the call. The main idea seemed to be to enable a 36 hour worldwide tele-empathy call, covering October 2, [...]
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by Milla — she=he Song: Sainkho Namtchylak – Let the Sunshine hello, feel free to share this email with anyone and anywhere i’m 36, and i’m suffering from loneliness and depression, with the occasional manic spouts, this has been my condition, probably, for as long as i can remember. right now, i mostly isolate myself at [...]
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by Milla — she=he Song: Jeffrey Osborne – On the wings of love Click here to read what happened before. This blog post consists of a longer and a shorter version. For a shorter version of the response, please scroll to the end of the post. I have no idea of how it will be [...]
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posted by Milla — she=he, written by Hilde Click here to see what happened previously. . SUBJECT: Clarification . Hi Milla, Milla, I am going to keep this short because I have plenty of other needs that I want to meet today but I don’t want to keep you waiting either. In fact I feel [...]
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by Milla — she=he Click here to read what came before. . hello hilde, you wrote: “I’d love to hear from you what you feel as you read my reply.” i feel frustrated, sad, and really tired. overwhelmed and stressed. i would like for it to be easier for us to understand one another. direct [...]
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posted by Milla — she=he, written by Hilde The following is an email by Hilde, following this email, sent by myself. . SUBJECT: July 8th . Hi Milla, I appreciate your rephrasing what you heard me say and generally I feel understood when you say that I am longing for harmonious [...]
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